To: “I haven’t been happy for a while. Ever since I was a kid, it’s like there’s this hole inside me.”
Re: I’m not great at responding to these types of things, but I just want you to know that there is always reasons to go on and continue living life and there is always someone out there who cares about you and someone who loves you, even if it’s just one person, it’s still better than none.
I know life may be rough at the moment, but you’ll always pull through it and life will get better, there’s always bad times, but there’s always good times after it.
You’re never truly lonely in life, there’s always people out there in the world and people who experience a lot of the same things as you. Maybe try talking to a professional or maybe try talking to groups of other people who experience these things, maybe you might find some relief and help in just that alone, maybe you’ll make friends, maybe you’ll even find a lover.
Having responsibilities and people who rely on you can be a burden and it can take great discipline and resolve to get through those and deal with it, but it’s possible to find satisfaction and purpose through said responsibilities and dealing with those people.
I believe you will make it through these rough and trying times in your life, I believe your life will get better, I believe you will find your lover, and friends and people that care about you.
Don’t give up, there’s so many things out there in this world, so many opportunities, so many reasons to keep living, to keep going, to strive for, to not give up. Where there’s not clouds and darkness, there’s always light and sunshine.