Today was the third day in a row I was with an older married man. Saturday night he finished in my mouth. Sunday he finished on my face. Today he finished inside me. Before Saturday I never thought of him this way and didn’t know he thought of me this way. It’s super complicated and not sure what’s going to happen. No man has ever treated me or talked to me like he does. He’s rough and calls me names and is just not like anyone. I would have thought I hated it but it actually really turns me on. All three times I’ve been at my house. He told me today to go to his house tomorrow. I don’t know if I should but I feel like I will. He told me what to wear even. I may be confessing more tomorrow I guess.