I think I’m going to be stuck at 7 guys for a while. I woke up today so sore. I have a date tonight but I think he’s only going to get a bj. I’m glad I found this confession spot. I can’t tell any of my friends or my sisters any of this and it feels good to tell. The old guy last night was talking so dirty. He was trying to hard in Target and acting like this nice guy then when I was riding him calling me names and telling me I was worthless and stuff. I don’t know why but it was a huge turn on. I could never admit to my friends I had s** with some random guy our dads age who called me a dumb worthless b**** and I liked it. They would die.