Mindset
Thought process
Why you respond in the manner that you do
If you have mental illness too
Do you know how to be happy
What damage I’ve caused
How to fix things that I regret
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I can’t explain it any more clearly than that.
Are you happy in life? Do you regret anything? I genuinely care about you but didn’t express it in healthily or correct way.
I need you to message me personally and have a real conversation.
You need me to forget everything about you and pretend you don’t exist. Well I can’t. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
You’re a smart woman, you like helping people. What’s the issue I’m missing or the reason you can’t help me. It’s mind-boggling to try and understand. You’re a teacher, a friend, and a kind person.
Maybe you’re fake? How the hell would I know?
You refuse to open up.
Are you scared to look inside yourself and find out that you’re not as pure as you thought?
I just don’t get it and apparently never will.
I can’t go away. My brain is not going to bow down.
I hope you have a good reason for shunning me when I needed your help. No this is not gaslighting. I really don’t understand. We used to be friends and one day it ended. What happened?
It would be so much easier if you messaged me.