We all need to take a step back and try to understand each other’s point of view. (Im tired of going in mental circles) I know I’m guilty of a lot of things from my past. I take full responsibility for that! I definitely lied about some stuff. But I’ve never lied about loving someone… even when I said i did because I wanted attention. I was too embarrassed to admit I fell for her. It was easier to just lie. Okay? I know it’s wrong but I didn’t see it like that when I was experiencing it. It’s all been real to me.
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I’m not pretending to be dumb: It’s natural. I don’t understand facial expressions or body language at an adult level. I struggle with object permanence and empathizing. You need to know that I am trying my best and it’s hard for me to be an adult. (Your point of view to me is: I’m a lying, heartless b****** with little to no self-control, a perv, a creepy stalker, an overall train wreck of a soul.) Does that hit in the ballpark?
Could you please try this exercise so I can actually understand what’s going on? (Message me please, so we don’t have to drag this out.) I will do my absolute best to understand what you are explaining to me.