I learned early guys are easy. Seriously I’ve been getting what I want for years. Even my dad bought me a jeep when I got my license after telling me he’d never buy me a car. A couple tears, a couple “ohh daddy” ‘s and I got it. I don’t consider myself a tease or a s*** but I will use what I have to get what I want. The problem is I have to live this double life because my parents are super religious and judgmental and keep asking me how I can afford my apt, my clothes, my shoes, bags, trips or whatever. They think I’m this innocent sweet girl but my apartment is being paid for by a guy I have an arrangement with. They would freak out if they even knew a little of my life. Most everything I have is from guys who like me. I stopped by my parents earlier today and I changed shoes and earrings just because, and still my mom asks me 100 questions about my bag and how could I afford it. I like having nice things and wearing beautiful clothes and living in nice apts but I feel like I need to make up some career or just tell them their girl isn’t as innocent as they think. It might be easier just to move to like Norway or something.