I resent my manipulative, narcissistic bf . He drains and s**** the life and energy out of me, makes me confused ,doubt myself , and guilt. He makes me feel bad saying if I had the money, I’d leave or say things like “I have no problem of leaving but what would you do if you leave, where would you be without me” knowing I’m too unstable, codependent , financially unstable to be on my own. I’m looking forward once the bill law passes to have easier, affordable access to guns soon. I’m tired of it all and going through this endless cycle of past history of abuse, tramas, fake, toxic people I keep on attracting. I’ll be so happy when the bill passes in California I hope, I been wanting this for a long time but couldn’t purchase one due to certain laws, rules& other passes to go through. Knowing I’ll finally have an option way out , I’ve tried other attempts before but never worked. I’ve also heard about an assistant death gas tank pod in Switzerland that gives patients the option to die peacefully
I don’t know if it’s only for the physically ill who are already dying or can’t be cured like cancer. I hope they make the pods more available in different countries as well. It is definitely something to look forward to.
