To my bf , why did you wanted to start that again with me? Your still manipulative, passive aggressive, & hypocritical. Just when things are finally going well for us,good things have happened & haven’t fought for almost 3 months, now you wanna start being an a****** to me again for no reason and make a snarky, passive-aggressive comment because I didn’t couldn’t hear you in the other room when you needed help with something. I literally couldn’t hear you, you talk low already and you know I have bad hearing on top of the other noises going on in the background . It’s funny how you’ve told me about the coworkers acting passive aggressive to you, making side remarks towards you when you were in the office but that’s exactly how you act towards me. The exact same thing! And I haven’t said anything to avoid conflict and us fighting again. My skin has been looking terrible and breaking out more because of you! Despite me losing weight, working out more and trying to better myself, I feel and look even worse now than I did before despise trying to mask it . Last year was the worst, you broke me down completely,crushed my spirit ,took your anger out on me and unknowingly added more trama onto me than I already had. You mentioned how your dad treats you ,doesn’t take you seriously or laughs when you mentioned about something personal or stressful but that’s how you’ve treated me before , just like him. So you projected that onto me because you know I’m a soft,sensitive person and get upset easily. If it was any other girl you would get with , they’d leave immediately or called you out on that . But unfortunately, I still don’t have the money to live on my own or no friends either to go to and too mentally disabled to be independent and I hate it. Even when I tried working in the past, they all had to let me go because of that and how frustrated they were to try and explain something very simple to me over a million times, even in interviews I was terrible with it . I regret so many missed opportunities in the past that could have altered my life differently today for the better. Just when things were getting better, you just had to make that passive aggressive comment to me again before you left, making me feel less than again and making me feel bad and down again, I resent you when you do that.
