i love your red hair,your green eyes and your smile. i love how you get those lol wrinkles in the corners of your eyes when you laugh. i love how when you talk about our daughter you look like youre going to cry. i love how you touch me for no reason and are willing to talk about the oddest things just so we can talk. i love how we can talk to each other about anything, i love how we tell each other things that we wouldnt dare tell anyone else. i love that i love you. i hate that you can easily disregard me. i hate that youre only my friend. i hate that i feel like youre out of my league. . i hate that i compare you to everyone i meet and you always win. i hate that youre the love of my life holding my heart like a leaf in the breeze. i hate that you sit alone at night loving me but barely talk to me. please find me here or somewhere alone to be with you alone when all the fighting is over.