Oh my god, he’s so beautiful. He didn’t need to prove anything to me, but he tried to show me how he felt. Because of what we spoke about, I tried to stay perfectly still so that he wouldn’t feel pressured..until he ran his hands along my side and his breath quickened. I couldn’t believe how beautiful it was..the way he touched me, the way his heart was beating. I pulled him a little closer, shaking, wrapping my leg around him and felt his desire. It was too much for me, and from there I don’t remember how what happened ended up happening, but I could see his face by candlelight and it was so gorgeous to witness that moment. I feel dazed, even the next day.