my dad was doing Sunday school teaching at the church we went to and they got my dad to play out the Abraham killing Issac at the alter and I played Issac and my dad Abraham… from there it was like i was the child sacrifice in the play but for my whole life… my sister was in a video with bikinis like the video of the phoenix “i am not trying to be cool”… and we were all outside around the back of the church hall where the guys were wanting to see our private parts etc … and i was not allowed to be in that part of the film and i really wanted to be so much…. I think the guys name was Paul or Peter of the milk company … but parts of the video seem familiar to me with in the hall and doing the dance steps around the band playing.

so much of it is hazey to me because around that time i had a collapse when we moved house after the house fire.