Been 12 years since we actually spoke and I admit I was a horrible friend but you were the only one I actually loved. No one made me happy but I know you are not here and everyone can say what they want and shouldn’t had mattered. There is no moving if you really love someone but I get if never felt the same but I wished you could of say no. I felt so much love for you but you were the first person to see someone and grateful I shouldn’t had brush that off because I was insecure. S I missed you if you want to talk really it’s not hard to find me