A man is coming over. My boyfriends friend. He comes over so much, but what bothers me the most is when he shows up when my boyfriend is at work. Yes, I know were friends also, but damn your over like everyday and this is my two hours for me time. The rest of my day is taken up by s*** I need to do for other people. And taken up by, getting dressed and being appropriate for company(YOU). He KNOWS I like to just sit naked and look up random diseases in my free time so why the hell does he have to cut into my ME time!! Ugh. He knows I don’t like seeing people!
He’s friendly enough, massively tall and huge though. He’s not fat, just a huge person. And I’m kinda really f****** small. He stands to nearly 7ft and I’m barely scratching 5ft. Sometimes it makes me uncomfortable because I secretly have this fear of someone large just picking me up, covering my mouth, and taking me away. x_____x But I also know he would never do that. Even though he’s told me he does have interest.. and tried to kiss me. God damnit. He’s on his way now… I guess I should get dressed. FUUUUUUUCK me. 🙁

Not literally.