My heart yearns so bad for love, for REAL love not someone who says he loves me but cheats on me over and over again. I want to feel appreciated and be adored. I want to be put on a pedestal. The other day I woke up from a dream hugging myself, like my subconscious was saying “here’s a hug for you,” Guess I have to love myself and rely on only myself to make me happy because no one else will.