I wanna ask God why did he make me so ugly. Why didn’t he make me a normal looking girl who would look just fine in photos or videos, why fo i have to put on filtered and mirrored image of me on videos just so i don’t ruin my mood cursing at myself. Why do i have to hate myself and my appearance and everything about me. Why not give me one reason atleast so that i didn’t have to think about if i am pretty or not. Why can’t i just take the camera and click pictures and still look okay why did you make my face and my entire body so weird. What is their to even be confident or love about. I have hands legs yes but my interest is something else it has always been beauty, i wanted to do something related tk beauty anf fashion and when i can finally do it why did you make a barrier between that just because of my face. Nobody wants to look at plain Jane ugly face. Why did you do this to me god. I am not smart, i am good at nothing but why did you give me a soft features. Why god why, why did u make me so harsh looking while i am actually not.
