my mom calls me fat, everyday, even though i’m dieting already and eating healthy.
healthy as in: veggies and fruit, meat, seafood, no processed food, some cheese and diary, starches only on weekends (and only brown rice or whole grain pasta).
i even exercise, even though i hate it.

i’ve tried telling her that it hurts and she sometimes apologizes, but always does it again. either that, or gets mad at me for being “so sensitive”.
i don’t get how everyone – sister, dad, friends, classmates – says i’m cute, and my mom is the only one who can’t see me as beautiful.
i try to brush it off, but now i’m starting to believe what i hear every single day.