I’m abandoning my friends. They change to much. My best friend who I thought would always be with me, damn near threatened me and said he hopes my girlfriend kills herself. I never expected this from him of all people. The same day I’m pretty sure my friend molested me in my sleep because when I woke up and I noticed his hand move away from my pants, I didn’t think much because we were doing drugs, and my belt was undone and my zipper was down. So I don’t know what he did when I was asleep. And my other friend, my first true love, yelled at me for no good reason. She has never yelled. Hell, last time I talked to her she barely spoke. I guess now she’s popular and speaks to everyone. And my last friend turned away from me. I’m tired of people changing. I don’t want friends anymore. I’m going to break up with my girlfriend and stop talking to my friends at school (which thankfully isn’t many) and not befriend anyone else, which will be hard for me considering after years of being lonely I don’t want to go back to that, but I must. I mean, I already have tons of rocks that I have named and talk to. They don’t change. I have voices. They don’t change either. I have things I see. They stay the same. I don’t like change. And because people do change, I can no longer stay with them. I just really needed to get this out.