My wife had a get together at her friend’s house the husband’s all came and it was all a pretty nice night. The host of the party is a pretty close friend of my wife. Her husband could not be there because of some out of town family thing. We danced and sang Karaoke and drank a lot. As the night progressed my wife’s friend, the host, became very flirty with my wife, to the point they were being very handsy with one another but nothing over the line. It was a turn on, no lie. Her friend would look over at me when my wife and her would start pushing boundaries and giggle with each other. Then they both wanted to dance. I had an erection and was embarrassed by it and sort of hid it with my shirt when I stood up they both started grinding against me and her friend whispered in my ear “I can feel that, big boy” in sort of a “you’re bad” way. That was it the flirting kept up and maybe a little light touching between me and her but all in front of my wife and in good fun. My hand around the small of her back, her head on my shoulder. My wife doing the same thing also.

Little by little people started trickling out. We sat at the bar at the house until it was just us three left still drinking and laughing. My wife eventually went and laid down because she wasn’t feeling good. I told the host I was going to tale her home after about 30 min and she said “you can just stay” I refused at first and she said “you’re too drunk to drive” which was true and “I get scared by myself here anyways” I agreed and she made a weird “awwww” sound and hugged me but something about the hug felt inappropriate and out of place. There’s lots more details here before I went and finally laid down but let’s just say nothing crossed the line and she lightly flirted with me but no more than what was in front of my wife. I would say around 2 am maybe an hour ro an hour and a half after my wife went back to lay down I went also. I took off my pants and was in my loose boxers and I don’t want to get too graphic about my length or size but I do sometimes come out of the leg of of my boxers onto my thigh especially if I’ve been erect and then lost it, this is kind of important later . I laid down beside her my wife was completely passed out and she didn’t wake up. I mean nothing, out cold and I tried to speak to her when I walked in. ,

I fell asleep. The next part is weird and I’m not sure in what order or why it happens but dreams takes are weird. I start having a dream were back in the main room and we’re dancing and I have a full on erection and my wife and her feel it through my pants and they both get down on their knees in front of everyone and start giving me a b****** and it feels incredible. Like unreal. I remember being embarrassed that I was going to c**. And they just kept going and I was trying to find a way to hide it or move it or something and my wife and her both have their mouths wide open and they are voraciously sucking and jerking me. Finally I c** and when I do it jolts me awake and when I do I realize I am on my side on the bed and my erection is in the hosts mouth and she has it all the way down her throat bobbing like crazy on it. and has a lit almost fully smoked cigarette in one hand wrapped around the base of my shaft. I don’t say anything because I’m still kind of in a daze and she keeps going as I am c******. She withdraws it when I stop releasing and looks at me with a couple of streaks of mascara running down her face and I’m just quiet and she moves close to my face and says shhhhh and gives me the tiniest little kiss on the side of my mouth. I laid in bed the entire night and was shocked I didn’t know what to do I went to the bathroom and cleaned up afterwards I had lipstick on my shaft and I had to pee really bad.

I went and drank some water and then went and laid in bed after a few hours I heard movement out in the main room and I walked out and spoke with her I’ll spare the awkward details but she said she was smoking and heard some movement in the room and came to check if we needed anything and when she got to the door I had threw the blanket off myself and pulled my p**** out (I mean like I said my p**** hangs out of my boxers sometimes and definitely when its erect if it was already down that way) She said she thought it was an accident at first but that I put my hand around and pulled it all the way out of my shorts (adjusting myself?) and she was getting turned on at the taboo of us doing this beside my wife so she came over and started “servicing” me. She said she could feel I was close to c****** but then I turned on my side and she wanted to let me know it was OK to go ahead c** in her mouth without words so she followed me to the side and kept going until I finished. I explained to her I had no recollection of anything prior to me finishing and she says she doesn’t believe me. She has even threatened at this point that we should tell my wife because this is all “ridiculous” and a way for me to avoid repercussions if s*** hits the fan, and that everyone at the party saw me all over her. I just don’t know what to do I feel incredibly sad, sick, and incredibly guilty and she has invited us over again tomorrow and her husband is back in town. I want to tell my wife but I’m scared she’ll leave me I’ve never cheated on her before, nor would I ever on purpose.