I love this boy in my year. He doesn’t have Facebook, so sometimes I go onto one of my friends pictures just to see a few of him at a party I wasn’t invited to. I don’t know why, but it just makes me sad and makes me feel like an idiot. But I just love him and he’s so nice and gorgeous. And I want to cry because I feel like a loner who everyone hates, even with a few amazing friends I feel like all the popular people just think I’m an idiot. I know it’s stupid but it’s true. I try not to show it but I’m so insecure and self conscious, and I really hate myself sometimes.