I asked my bf . “how many days was I gone?” I honest had no idea of time . HE told me (3 days).

I just want to know how he knew.

There was a time he used to talk to me. I trusted him . then he cheated . became a clam. My other best guy friend got killed .

So now I wait to see how this nightmare plays out.

Im hopeful for healing and a resolution of sorts . I hope . but Im currently running on empty .

Im dying . feels like it.

Im all alone in a world , where I cant trust my family . my friends. Even my bf.

Im truly alone. Horrible feeling .

At least the Jews from WWII..had each other . they didn’t suffer alone or die alone . they had one another .

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