i haven’t gotten my meds for my polycystic ovarian syndrome in 4 months and the symptoms are worse
i want to stop eating
3 of my friends like me and i don’t know how to let them down without breaking their hearts
my self esteem is in the bucket
i am struggling a lot with my s******** and how i identify
i’m afraid that my family would stop caring about me if i were to come out
i’m afraid that all of my friends find me unbearable
whenever i go to someone for help they say they’ll “fix” me as if i’m some broken toy and still they never check up on me or check to see if i’m doing alright because they assume if i haven’t spoken about it or cried in front of them in a long time that i’m magically all better
i have an unhealthy amount of stress because of how much i’ve procrastinated
my grades are terrible
i’m a burden to my family
everything my family says ends up making me upset and uncomfortable
i’m so unused to people touching me that my skin tingles where people have touched me
i’m very ugly and very selfish
i’m afraid that i may come off as pretentious
i sometimes want to stop existing, i don’t want to die and i don’t want to deal with my problems
i just want to disappear for a little bit