I can’t make myself quit him. I know that I should. I know that we shouldn’t be together, even if I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. We’re not meant to be, the circumstances are all wrong, no matter how much I want it to be different. I need to stop what’s going on between us. I do. But I can’t bring myself to. The thought of my life without him seems unbearably bleak and cold. I don’t know what to do.