I feel really bad about myself. I’ve been bullied and then I started selfharming and then the people who bullied me found out and called me out and told everyone I was doing it for attention and then my parents found out. We moved and now I’m in a new state and I hate it and I’ve had depression for 3 years and it’s hit its hardest, being in the new state. I just want to end it and I’m so tired of being here. Nobody likes me, including this guy that I like. He just sees me as a friend. No guy looks at me and thinks “I want her”. I’ve only had one boyfriend and he was this guy who I’d never met in person and I had to ask him out first. We dated over the internet and it was scary but fun. And I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I just feel like I somehow f*** everything up and I’m not important anymore. My friends don’t really care about me. I just feel like I’m taking up everyones time and nobody wants me here anymore and I’m just super annoying. And then this attractive guy today called me ugly and my self confidence took a huge blow and it was already so low. I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore.