My whole life is a lie and I have messed it up, I didn’t want to but I am so messed up, my life is a lie I lie about everything and I am about to hurt the people who matter to me unless God can or will intervene and help me, I made such a mess and only God can help me clear it up. I lied, I stole, I watched p***, I abused my friends but I try to be a good person. I pray to God to help me look after my family and not hurt then, please God I beg you