as a typical kid i lived my childhood happily without any worries until i hit my teen age
as i remember it was lockdown at that time and i did nothing rather than scrolling and then one day when my school opened after a long time that day i realised that i had gained weight over the past months and since then i had been so self conscious that i isolated myself a lot and now my mental health is fucked up and i am not the same sane person anymore
i can say that the past me was good at studies at least but now i am totally messed up and don’t know where to start from
the relationship with my parents isn’t helping either and some times i am spontaneously
having suicidal thoughts
i am totally lost
