This is kind of long…
Some background info:
I am a girl and I am currently a freshmen in high school. I am 14 years old. I have never had a boyfriend, and never kissed anybody.
However, I have been in love with a girl for over a year now.
It’s so painful for me. This past year has been the hardest in my life, knowing that I will never be able to call her mine, never have the privilege to hug and kiss her. Never be able to text her in the middle of the night and say “I love you”. If I were a boy, I would ask her to be my girlfriend in a heartbeat.
My s***** orientation is very confusing to me. I am s******* attracted to both men and women. However I am emotionally attracted to only women . I’ve never had a crush on any boy , however I’ve had crushes on girls and have been and still am in love with one.
I just had to let this all out, because I haven’t told ANYBODY. Nobody knows, and I don’t plan on anybody finding out. My wish is that I soon get over this girl so that I can move on in my life.