I’ve never been insecure about my body before, in fact I’ve always been proud of it and flaunt it. Over the past few months I gained a little wait, not much. My boyfriend is really into being healthy and always asks me to work out with him and sometimes I feel like he’s trying to hint at something, even though he swears otherwise. I’ve been trying to eat better and have been trying to diet. He says I don’t need to but I can’t help but feel otherwise.
Then he told me I should go back on birth control so that my b**** get bigger again and now I feel worse than ever about my body and whenever I look in the mirror I just see what needs to be fixed.