My life is one long sham.
I am married and I love my wife but:
I want young women. 18+ but young. Firm buttocks, lovely breasts. I want them to give me blow jobs and make me feel good. I want their youth.
I regularly stalk people online. Though I don’t actually contact them, just look at their photos.
Most days I can’t be bothered working. I’m constantly bored. I just want to be having nice massages and swimming in the sea.
Life is really f****** s***. It’s a sham. A facade. AM I WITH THE WRONG WOMAN?