I was just thinking to myself about past loves and I realized that I have never truly loved anyone, with the exception of one man. I’m married now and I realized that the only reason I agreed to marry her is because I enjoy his company and I’m so emotionless that I cant even enjoy a conversation with anyone else. I’m not sure whats wrong with me or why I cant feel anything for anyone. The truth is, I hate everyone in the world but I’m too polite to say so. I tell my husband that I love him all the time, but I’m just not sure if that’s true or not. It’s more of an empty love if there is such a thing.