im sure many of us have been through this regardless of our s***** orientation. Unrequited Love. But i guess more so when you’re anything but straight. im gay and i have a crush on this guy. i’ve been down this road before and i know just how sucky the feeling of having something to be so near and yet so far. and im a sucker for almost always falling for a straight guy. anyways, somehow i pray that this time my feelings would be reciprocated. it’s so rare for me to be deeply attracted to someone. and with him, he is just the most adorable person. i know i may be infatuated but yes i do want to just make out (not even have s**) with someone i’m highly attracted to and just take it from there. but i don’t know. being straight, being gay … i have yet to hear any happy ending story to that. i just want to settle. i feel guilt for sending out all of these subtle hints which he may or may not pick up. but it’s the most i could do. please, universe, if you are there, send me a nice surprise and one that i want. … Are you ever there? Could you please be kind to a soul dying to love and be loved.