M, I love you. I always had. The thing is, I haven’t been able to realize that until now. I know you consider us close friends, and nothing is ever going to happen between us, but this is unfair to my girlfriend. I’ve come to terms that I really do need to break up with her, because there’s nothing left there. Its better than sticking with a lie and hurting her more. I just can’t take this anymore. You’re always on my mind…you’re also what gets me through the day. I wish I could get advice from someone but I always go to you for help. I wish I could just tell you myself…I love your M.