When i was 19 i entered into a relationship that i couldn’t see turning into an abusive one. He was violent, manipulative and tried to choke me and cut me with razors. He also held a lighter to my face. When he split up with me (yeh i know…) he didn’t stop stalking me. It became a police matter and a restraining order in place. Now i have PTSD from all the crap he put me through. After therapy i’ve gone from being terrified of the mere thought of him to wanting to go out and find him. I don’t know what i would do… cry, laugh in his face or try and hurt him. But i desperately want to see him. I want to see if he regrets anything… although he probably doesn’t.