• 2 weeks ago

i dont really know how to feel about everything. And I cant even blame you for anything. You were always out of my league and now I have to let you go and I never even got to know you. You haunt me in my dreams and you’ll never know how i feel so attracted to you? is it an attraction i dont even know, but if i could have you then i wouldve gladly given everything up for you. in another lifetime you would be mine but i dont wish that because the idea of not having you despite not knowing well enough kills me. Its hard to let you go but i dont think i wouldve been able to if I knew you well enough.