I am 15, a typical kind of a good girl- only studies, no guys.
But then I fell for him. He’s a dentist, he looked in his 20s. After one year of liking him I came to know that his age is 30.

I was shattered.. I felt guilty that I had feelings for a guy double my age. He used to stare at me and I did the same (I never even give a look to guys but he was special).

I knew he will marry soon but I couldn’t control my feelings. It has been an year that I have liked him, a lot. I don’t know what he feels but I felt special when I noticed him looking at me and not the other girls.

Well, then my mind told me to ‘be practical’. I held the urge to look at him, I stopped going out, I start giving my all time to books and friends.

I still miss him, I really do. I have heard from many people that he is a very genuine person. Whenever I see him, he is always there with his mum. (My mumma’s boy)

So that is all.. It kills me everyday. I don’t want to forget him but I know that I have to. 🙁