It’s getting later and later but I don’t want to go to bed, because I don’t want to get up tomorrow. In all honesty I haven’t wanted to get out of bed for months but my looming debts and rent made me. I’m only ever truly happy when I’m dreaming and I know that’s not right. I’ve looked up the symptoms for depression and I have all of them. I can hardly muster the courage to face the day, how can I tell my doctor I need crazy meds