My boyfriend and I caught Covid so we’ve been in isolation at our respective homes. I miss him. On the phone I asked him why he loved me and after trying to ignore my question twice he annoyedly asked why I asked something I already knew. I said that sometimes it’s just nice to be reminded. I tell him all the time why I love him.. I didn’t think it would be so hard. He was worried someone might hear him talking on his balcony in practically the middle of f****** nowhere. And then he went inside after his cigarette and forgot or just chose not to bring it up.. I don’t know. Now I just feel sad. Thanks a lot, a******. You know I’m feeling bad about my body, I’m sick and I’m lonely. I hate how much I believe that you’d never choose me in a room full of women. Why are you even with me if you can’t just say one nice f****** thing about me? I don’t ask often. I just needed some reassurance and you fucked up.