My family makes me feel bad about myself. It seems as though I’m not allowed to have any thoughts or emotions independent from them. If I say something you better believe they’ll try to make me pay for it with their snide demeaning remarks I’m almost 60 years old and they make me look and feel like I’m doing or saying something wrong. Or my feelings are wrong. Nobody should have to feel that way. I got away from them for years then she gives me a sob story about both of her kids being depressed and self harming. (The only reason I came back was to help them) It’s no wonder the way she yells and talks to them like a dog too. And the youngest is just like her. Insulting. Demeaning. Demanding. An arrogant little s***. Bossy. Thinking everything is hers. They both go on and on and on about stuff. don’t know how to shut their mouths. If you agree with everything they say they’re fine but disagree watch out because they will take it out on you. Self entitled shits. That’s all they are to me now. I hate them and I’ve never hated anyone in my life until now. When I move out and into an assisted living place, I’m cutting off all contact with them. They’re toxic and they make me feel toxic as well. Now I’m back to being angry and bitter after being here 3 years and no end in sight for my misery. So much for being healed. F*** you you dirty, manipulative, lying, using someone for your own survival because you and your so called man are unable to make ends meet with your drug abuse and wild spending. You b****** only wanted me here to supplement your damn income not out of any feelings or love for me. “Home is where the heart is.” Lies. Lies. And more lies.
