Went to a function with my boyfriend. I’m always ashamed of myself for being fat and I’m older than him so I worry what people think.. I know he could do better looks wise but emotionally, I have his heart and take better care of it than anyone ever has. When we got home and we were having s** he grabbed me firmly with those strong hands and told me that he hoped everyone there knew he got right up inside me. It made me so happy and really turned me on.
Honestly? I think if we had a house together he might have already proposed but the market is terrible and making a living wage is so hard.. we’re both scared about the future and being broke as f*** for life. He has hinted that he needs to be able to care for me. I’m happy to be a team and fall asleep in his arms every night for the rest of my life.