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Two nights ago I cheated on my husband. At the moment I’m in a different state on this ridiculous work transfer and I met a man in the hotel lobby I was staying in who was also traveling for work. He speaks at conferences around the country about motivation and he asked if I’d like to join him for dinner and I didn’t see the harm though at the same time I didn’t want to tell my husband about it. I could have just called him to let him know what I was doing and he would have been okay with it because he’s very trusting and that would have made me feel accountable and could have prevented the whole thing. We had dinner at one of the restaurants in the hotel.

The man, who I don’t want to name was handsome and in thirties so a few years younger than me. I’m not a 1o or anything but I have nice legs and pretty spectacular t***. My friends tell me all the time. Also my face is nice and I have a nice smile but I’m shy most of the time so I don’t get show-offy. But he ordered a bottle of white wine and I got way too drunk way too quickly and I was flirty and smiling a lot.

He didn’t make a move really but he took me to my room and I was going to say goodnight but out of impulse I just grabbed his crotch and then he kissed me.

We fucked on my bed in the hotel room and I let him c** on my t*** which is something my husband doesnt like doing. I didn’t even mind, in fact I liked it and I even licked some of it off my fingers. His c*** was easily twice as big as my husband’s and it felt incredible to have him pound my p****.

I was supposed to stay at the same hotel for four nights but I left the next morning afraid I would bump into him again and want to f*** him again.

I feel terrible and I regret it and all I want to do is go home and find my husband and tell him I love him and s*** his d*** as I tell him just to get this whole memory out of my head. I really do love my husband I was honestly just drunk and now I have to wait another five days in a different city before I can go home. This feels awful!!!

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I f****** hate you (bf) , you f****** manipulative,hypocrite, emotionally abusive, vaping, life draining, wannabe player b******. I.HATE YOU. I still deeply resent you. This is why everyone thinks you’re an a****** at your job. You’re not some anti-hero that you claimed to be. No- You’re just an a******. Point blank . Especially to me of all people! You always take it out on me, and you still wonder why I won’t touch you like that or shut down completely with you. Everytime you sense or feel even an inch that im happy, peaceful, something I enjoy doing you immediately smash that down so you can feel better and have power over me. What’s funny is that every time you’re in the wrong, overstep your boundaries, make me really upset or talk crap to me – karma smacks you right in the face everytime & you don’t even realize it. Funny how you’ve said yourself that people spit at the sky just for it to come back-yet you’ve done the exact same thing too – you’re not godlike or safe from getting karma, even I’ve dealt with karma too when I was in the wrong many times too. So no- you’re not a misunderstood dark knight turn bad like the joker you claim to be. You’re just an egotistical bigoted jerk & everyone can see that except you. I hate myself that I fell for your facade – lovebomb trap years ago . And all the times that you’ve talked crap about other’s appearances, especially women’s, karma yet again smacked you in the face & put on a ton of weight and still wonder why you haven’t lost pounds but still continue on demanding me to cook & make you even more food despite you complaining about it , hmmmm , gee I wonder why. Anyways , glad to vent that out .