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This is the first real job I’ve had where I’m treated like an asset and not a liability, where I know I can put in 40 years and retire. I love the company, the job’s pretty perfect, the pay is great, it’s not even that stressful but I’m terrified I’ll f*** it up. I’m terrified I’m already starting to get used to things like job security, health care, decent pay, coworkers I can stand…I don’t feel that I can ever take any of this for granted, because I fear the moment I do I’ll f*** something up and it’ll be back on the unemployment line again. Between that and insane home life, something’s got to give and I can’t let it be me…

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