My life is just passing me by. It feels like there’s something I’m supposed to be doing but I can’t figure out what it is. I don’t even feel like a real person. Life feels like a dream I can’t wake up from. I’m just sitting here staring at the wall every day bored out of my mind, but I can’t bring myself to do anything about it. I’m wasting my life doing nothing. I’m lonely and touch starved and lost at sea. I have an overwhelming sense of dread that I can’t put my finger on – johnny