This is just something I'm writing cause I haven't stopped thinking about you since earlier today. Let's face it I'm not over you and by the looks of it I

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This is just something I’m writing cause I haven’t stopped thinking about you since earlier today. Let’s face it I’m not over you and by the looks of it I don’t think I ever will be. There was always something special about you, I knew it from the moment I met you. Then the time came when I fell for you. You are exactly everything that I want in a guy and I’ve tried to move on and at some point I convinced myself that I was over you but it wasn’t real. In the back of my mind I always kept thinking that you were the one and I still think that. You and me connect so perfectly. We are so much alike and I f****** love everything about you. But you walked out my life unexpectedly, and i never got the chance to tell you how I felt. I just hope that I stumble upon you again and that things turn out like before, but this time I’m taking my chances and I’m not gonna let you go. I know that you know that I know that you felt some type of way about me too. Because you did show that you cared for me in a way that no one else has. And I thank you for that because you often turned my frowns into smiles. And when I looked in to those brown eyes I felt this unexplainable vibe in my heart that felt warm and sweet. Whenever we looked into each others eyes it’s like we just knew even though none if us said anything, ever, but I know you felt it too because I saw it in the way you looked at me. I honestly wish nothing more than to have you one day beside me to tell you how amazing you are. How you make me feel and how happy I am to call you mine. I want all of you and desire you emotionally and physically. Seriously no guy can compare to you. Babe I need you back in my life , and I promise that when you’re back ill kiss you, I’ll treat you right, I’ll f*** you right, I’ll be there for anything you need me and I will stick with you through thick and thin because I love you and in my heart and soul I know we’re meant to be. I’m just another fucked up 17 year old girl who’s madly in love with a fucked up 17 year old kid, and many tell me that I know no better but they don’t know what I feel for you, they don’t understand. Because they don’t know of those moments when you playfully held my hands in yours and looked me in the eyes and told me stupid things and how we both laughed at it and understood things just by making eye contact. They don’t know about the moments where you would tell me about how we’re so much alike. They don’t know about how you stood up for me so many times with out reason, you protected me. Babe you’re probably home sleeping right now and I’m just hoping that the fact that I’m thinking about you so much transfers to you some thoughts about me. I wanna be in your dreams, and I want you in mine. Let me end this with this: I love you with every beat of my heart.

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