It's official. I'm mediocre. I'm nothing special. I am sick and tired of feeling alone. I want someone to talk to that will not judge me. I want to have a

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It’s official. I’m mediocre. I’m nothing special.

I am sick and tired of feeling alone.

I want someone to talk to that will not judge me. I want to have a friend again. I love not one, but four friends, and I can never get them back because they are gone.

I feel the need to speak to someone other than my parents that will understand me and give me a chance to excel.

I need guidance in my life. Most of all, I need God back into my life. I feel diverted from his compassion, and I feel he hates me because of what I become. I am a sinner lost by sin. I need God to guide me again, and sometimes I wish I can just have him near me so that I can lie in his arms and cry my pain out to him, and he can have the power to change everything with a snap of a finger.

Sometimes I wish I had a genie that can do that. I like to pretend I have superpowers. Oh, how easy it would be to feel the nature of controlling your own destiny.

God, Where are you? I need you. Please help me.

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