I hate kids but sometimes I look at my boyfriend and think, maybe.. I think that deep down he wants one and I’m worried. Is this something I’m going to have to do? Tonight while we were having s** he saw some goo from ovulating and I said, “Sorry, my body wants to make a baby right now I just finished my period haha.” and he said that he was okay with that. Oof… he’s too young to be a dad. I know he doesn’t think so. Maybe in a couple years if we’re both in a better financial situation, maybe if we have a home together, maybe if he proposes, maybe if we both get a solid grip on our mental health. I know that I love him and I will spend my life by his side but I don’t want to take fatherhood from him. But I hate kids. But I love him.