I don’t know what to do.

Every time I read a post like the previous, I think of one person who I care about.

I’m in a place where I wish and want to be there for her. I really do. I care. But I’m not sure if it’s needed, wanted or maybe it is wanted and needed, but I feel need to go easy. Tread lightly. I play myself down, I might seem like I have a high idea of self importance, but I really don’t.

None the less, I will show it again, just because. I think I need to take a chance and show it, again, in another easy way which allows me to still keep some distance and leave some breathing room, not because I am afraid of I’m dodgy, I just do not want to push her away. I guess whether it’s wanted, needed, or not, it’s a chance I need to take.

The part that gets me is that it used to seem like we are so far away, apart. We are not. At all.