When I go to bed at night, I pray to God that he will kill me in my sleep. Every single night. I'm only in my 20's, too afraid to do it myself but too

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When I go to bed at night, I pray to God that he will kill me in my sleep. Every single night. I’m only in my 20’s, too afraid to do it myself but too miserable to face having to do this for the rest of my life.

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When I was 14, I had a big crush on my 2nd cousin, me and her were always close and we always spent a lot of alone time together. One day I was sitting all alone in my auntie sons bedroom, reading, all of the sudden she comes up to me, and I decided to break the ice and I kissed her right on the mouth as our noses squashed together for 3 seconds, then she pooped herself. The smell went up both our noses. Then she fell in love with me and she broke the ice by getting naked in front of me and I saw her get naked in front of me. I looked down at her v***** and said, what’s that, she said, I don’t know, you wanna touch it. Then she got cold, she wanted to know if I had wanted to if I wanted to keep her warm. By me getting naked too and us rubbing our naked bodies together, I said no and I fled from her. I regretted not getting naked too, but I couldn’t do it with her. I was afraid and ran away from her.

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