My name is violet. I'm 13. I was forced 2 mature at a very young age. I live in new york. If ur in the east greenbush area please comment ur discord. I

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My name is violet. I’m 13. I was forced 2 mature at a very young age. I live in new york. If ur in the east greenbush area please comment ur discord. I want 2 run away from home. My parents r very mentally abusive. My dad has threatened 2 hurt me. There’s constantly fighting n screamng going on. I’ve had a chair thrown at me ffs. My dad compares me 2 my brother. He’s referred 2 him as an angel n me as a devil. He said he’s his favorite. He called my useless. These were his exact words. I have issues w/ self harm n have been considering relapsing. I have no internet access other than a ps4 n I have no idea how I could run away from home without a phone. I have lost many ppl that meant so much 2 me. The ppl keeping me alive. I’ve been getting in trouble due 2 bad habits involving being hypersexual n my parents see this as me being a rebel n going through my “rebel teenage phase”. I hate wanting 2 run away bc i know other ppl have it way worse than me n I feel like i’m taking the p**** way out. My dad compares me 2 skinny blonde girls like on p****** covers. He comments abt all my insecurities, like my teeth. I can’t even shower or brush my teeth n it’s not that i don’t want 2 take care of myself it’s just that I can’t. My parents always bring me down abt myself. I can’t even smile around them without them saying something abt my teeth. I would probably have no insecurities if it wasn’t 4 them. I want 2 be happy. I want 2 run away n live the life i always wanted. Be who I always wanted 2 be. I don’t wanna have 2 restrain myself n feel like everything i say i’ll be yelled at 4. I’ve been a lot more resistent when it comes 2 communicating. I am constantly bullied at school as well n at this rate i may commit suicide if i’m not out of here soon. Please if u can do something i need the help. Comment ur discord or insta i need some1. Hopefully some1 in the area 2 like travel w/ n run away w/.

New Confession

I have to admit it. I love flashing my c*** to women. I don’t even care how old they are, as long as they watch. I do it in my car, on webcams and even out hotel windows on the beach in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than normal but can’t be described as huge. At least 2 women did comment on how hard my c*** is. So far, no women have participated but they haven’t reported me either.

I was holidaying in Florida and lying a lounge near the pool and the ocean where I could see lots of women in bathing suits. Across the deck from me, lying on a lounge was a black haired lady with b*******. She was wearing a tiny bikini and sunglasses. I positioned myself so that, if she looked up, she could see my hard c*** sticking out from under my shorts. She didn’t indicate one way or another and because of the sunglasses, I couldn’t tell if she was looking. After about 15 minutes or so, another lady approached her. I don’t think they were together. The lady spoke to her, I couldn’t hear what she said and then she left. My lady sat up, pulled the glasses up over her eyes and looked straight at me. It seemed like forever, but was probably less than a minute. She pulled the glasses down and lay back on the lounge without ever having acknowledged anything. I knew she had to have seen my c***. The only thing she did was bend her knee so I no longer had a view of her p**** area but she did nothing to hide her t***. I didn’t trust the other lady, so I got up and left. Still think about that.

One night I was cruising in my car with my d*** out looking for a flash opportunity, around 8 pm and it was dark. Up ahead was a female hitchhiking. She was wearing a real loose dress and she was perfect. My plan was to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great, if not and she closed the door, cool. As she opened the door, before she got in, the interior light came on for an instant and she got a great look.

Unfortunately before she could do anything, I was so excited that my c** just exploded all over the place, and I reached over, closed the door and drove away leaving her on the side of the road.

I wonder what would have happened is she had gotten in.

Related Confessions

I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.