Hi. This is a rant so feel free to skip it if you want. I just needed to express my feeling, thank you. I’m a 17 year old and I want to start smoking

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Hi. This is a rant so feel free to skip it if you want. I just needed to express my feeling, thank you. I’m a 17 year old and I want to start smoking weed. I tried it once with my mum and I really liked it. I see a lot of other people my age smoking and doing stuff and I really want to experience and love my teenage years. I haven’t got to do anything exciting or risk taking because I fear my dad. And I know I could probably just ask him “Hey I want to start smoking weed” but he would probably be like “why the f*** would you want to do that for?” Even though when he was a teenager he was a party hard type of dude who smoked weed and experienced other drugs. I feel like he would also look so negative on it because my mother is a drug addict and he probably doesn’t want me to turn out like her and I don’t either. It makes me sad and mad when she does drugs and yet I want to try some weed and vaping?! Like I have money there and I so want to order a vape and some weed or edibles but what will I do if I get caught!!? I don’t know if I’m just trying to “fit in” with the other kids by doing this or not or of this is something I really want to do. I feel like there’s such a high rep for me. I’m the first child, I’m supposed to be the “perfect one” and I have been? I have never done drugs, gone to parties and I’ve only tried alcohol since I’ve been 17 so I think I’ve done pretty good compared to some of the other kids in my town. Idk I just want to live out my teenage years before they come to an end. Experience another side of life. I just hope I’m not looked down upon on.

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honestly i dont love him, nor anybody in that case. my heart races and everything feels right but i always feel so shallow about them. i dont date for a breakup but ever since my last relationship i just stopped trying in general

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I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.