I wish I had like a really big d***. Like, when you can touch your n***** with your d***, your d*** is pretty big I think. I wish my d*** was that big. I wish my d*** was so big, it looked like a third leg. Well, maybe not like 20 inches big but like a good like solid 11 inches maybe would be good. Like, when you sit down, and your d*** is so big that like it touches your chest, like that a pretty big d***. I also wish I was healthier, so my body could recover.

I used to make home-made CBD oil. It wasn’t good and made me anxious, but one of the effects was all the tiny muscles around my body felt better. Like my ankles, my wrists, s*** like that. But also, like my d*** muscles were like infinitely strong it felt like. I would j******* for like 5 hours. Rock hard the entire time, like the entire time, squeezing my d***, not with my hand, but like the PC muscle or whatever. Like you squeeze the muscle when you c** or whatever. Hopefully clear.

Anyway, for like a day, I could basically squeeze my PC/d*** muscle whatever, until j*** was coming out of it. I don’t even need to try and stroke it.

But then when I stopped taking the CBD, all the benefits I had with my joints not hurting as much and having mega d*** strength (relatively, for myself at least, I know there are super dicks that are whatever etc… don’t want to even attempt to explain), it went away after like 5 days or something.

So, I hope one day, since I don’t have as big of a d*** as I would want I guess. I just want to be powerful.

But ya so I just hope one day, I can take some vitamins or eat better or whatever it takes so that I can strength my d*** muscles, with the hopes of basically being able to just bust a nut by squeezing or just having strong enough muscle to have more control.