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The girl that i love has reoccurring depression. Her past comes back to haunt her every now and again and she always tries to keep her feelings bottled up inside. She thinks about her ex a lot and shes talked about death and that sorta thing…. it scares me. And all her past experiences growing up have scarred her. I love her and i dont want to see her sad or hurting. i cry to myself whenever i know shes sad because i feel as though im failing to make her happy. And whenever she just talks about “leaving” i get so sick to my stomach, and i just want to cry because theres nothing in the world i can do to help her. I’ve tried everything but i still see the sadness in her. I tell her i will always be by her side but…. she just doesnt care. I’d literally fight till the end for her… but how can i fight her battles if her real battle is with herself right now? I cant do anything right for her…

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